i heard my boss said we have a trip to osaka this june!, it is a very surprise news for me because i wish to go there too much. but if i hope it more, the worse it will be. better don't give myself too high expectation. last week i didn't go back malacca, because my parent come over to sunway. the purpose of coming here not only go visiting, they want me to know a far relatives, uncle Gomez.
u know what shocking me? when i saw the address where uncle's family are staying and which showed by my brother, it is the place where i wanted to shift for few months ago. my mother ask me to know his daughter Joyce. she is beautiful and kind. but i know i don't have any chances to know more about her, she must be now like a flower surrounded by bees. we ate pasta that she cooked for us. it is tasty.
let's talk about the perception from me about her. she will be the flower surrounded by bees since now she is single. she is quite happy with her family and friends. have a member card for badminton. every thursday she and her friend will play badminton. she ask me to join because my mother requested it.
i know about myself, or i don't even know myself. i had been confuse since i lost Kate and Catherine. what i know is i have no confidence anymore for approaching a girl. even though Joyce look pretty good for me. well, i am now still watching "我阿妈系黑玫瑰". it is a comedy drama from hong kong. well, feel quite bored. but this is what i can do now. i think i will not take any action to know her until she send me whatsapp. not because i am angry, it is because i don't know what to say anymore. maybe if i can be back to mmu life, then i will know what should i do next. that's all i post. bye